Any kind souls please go the Bossini at jurong point to support me. PLEASE. :)
Sometimes learning to escape from reality is the easiest way out from pain.
Do you remember it? I walked the same street that we walked when we first met.
It's time to face it. Perhaps it is all too late.
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I'm so bored now. My laptop is being an ass and i brought it down to the rehab centre for some smacking. My sister's lappy is being another ass but it's beyond my control. It's lagging me like crazy and I can't watch videos peacefully.
I've successfully finished Heroes S3 (oh damn it) and every night, i'll be so bored.
So i'm here to blog about my interesting life. Yeap, i've been leading an interesting life ever since the end of the torture that robbed me of my happiness for 4 months.
I went job hunting with the suagu Jeremy yesterday. I introduced Ya Kun toast to him. Haha! Now someone has the craving for Ya Kun toast and eggs now! :)
Finished job hunting and walking aimlessly, i head off for a swim with my sis and then met Sara at night for a movie. Paranormal activity is THE BOMB! The indian couple's comments were damn funny! And i don't find that movie suck anyway. It's good. I got scared the living shit out of me for one night.. But the effect didn't last for long. LOL.
I remembered Ju-on got me traumatised for 6 months when i was in primary two. Bloody show.
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I met up with Eunice just now. Supposedly for fun but ended up at Vivo job hunt.
LOL. We totally got owned by this guy at TopShop who asked us if we can wash plates, mop floor and look after baby (wth...?) and laughed at our reaction when we were giving him the omgwthishetalkingabout look.
I had fun :) Went Orchard for a short shop and homeeeeee.
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I don't understand why can anyone be SOOOO HOT?
(directed to Jay)
Monday, November 23, 2009
Translation for Only You
Only you, if it's not you, I can't be fixed I wouldn't be able to breathe again it's only you my baby it's only you
Why can't I let go of the memories that have already ended why do I keep holding onto them alone After letting that person left me, go, I live a new life Oh~I know it too, that it's the way it should be, I know it too
Though I couldn't bring myself to believe it the first month, After nothing but crying for the second month And on the third month, holding onto my whole heart I tried to meet other people But I couldn't bring myself to smile
Only you, only you can bring me to life I can't stop these tears So just come and return to me only you, if it's not you, I can't be fixed I can't bring myself to smile again it's only you my baby it's only you
listen, You were really beautiful. When you smiled, I was blinded by the light To that bright smile, I lost track of all thought Oh~miss you baby, I really miss you so much
No can understand me, and also as of now why to this day I still have a deep attachment to you Oh~though they don't get it, you have known it
Only you, only you can bring me to life I can't stop these tears So just come and return to me only you, if it's not you, I can't be fixed I can't bring myself to smile again it's only you my baby it's only you
Yo, I tried to forget you but, no matter how hard I tried, I keep finding myself looking for you And even until now, I keep remembering that bright smile Isn't it pitiful, how did it come to be this way I'm unable to quite forget everything altogether There continues to exist an empty spot that refuses to be filled It can only be filled by you
Only you, only you can bring me to life I can't stop these tears So just come and return to me only you, if it's not you, I can't be fixed I can't bring myself to smile again it's only you my baby it's only you yeah~ narration. Are you doing okay? I'm not doing well, I need you.
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Sweet song! The song i listen million times a day and never get sick of. I love Jay's voice in it! :D Dongho from U-kiss is cuteeeee! But he is younger than me. LOL (sorry, don't believe in going crazy over someone younger). GWS!
For some reason, i love it at 2:21. Hot like funk!
2PM won the Best Male Group and Artiste of the Year award at MAMA's! Grats boys!
They performed Again & Again. With an empty spot and no backup track for Jae Beom.
A spotlight kept shining on the empty spot.
The fans sang Jay's part. (Awwww....)
JYP went up on stage with 2PM. (WTH epic fail. Ruin the show, totally!)
Fans scream "Park Jae Beom" when JYP giving his speech! His speech muffled by the cheers! (Y)
When the boys get their Best Male Group award, they thank Jay. "Jae Beom Hyung, without you, we wouldn't get this award. We're waiting for you, so hurry up and return!"
When they receive the Artiste of the Year, Wooyoung cried like a baby! :( All of them cried on stage. They said "Our leader, Jae Beom Hyung, we will always want to perform with you"
I love 2PM. They deserve the award for their hardwork. They have gone through so much.. mentally and physically. Jae Beom.. let's believe he will return. Fighting 2PM!
** NON 2PM UPDATES **
I God damn love twitter (for soompi & 2oneday) and love Allkpop! Thank God there's such thing call Youtube & for people who understands Hangul and English!
TAIWAN Bang bang tang appeared on the show. (WTH PLEASE.. the boy group which i think is very disgusting!)
GD looks awesome yooozz! (Yeah, Gladys, I know you love this)
I hope DBSK don't disband. Although i'm not any big fan of them but they are good as DBSK.. not as trio.
Ivy totally gonna get antis after getting so close to Nickhun! She should know how popular Nickhun is! "Now JYP and Ivy can compete who has the most antis" -- totally laughed like crazy at this comment! (Soompi)
Jae Beom, you gotta return soon!! 2pm's performance stage still seem so empty. They need someone to stand in the middle! They need you to do the acrobatics for them! They need you to give them the headstart for everything! They need their hyung & their leadja! :(
You said tht Wooyoung is too flexible to do acrobatics.. but they made him do the ending and he injured himself because of that :( Chansung & Junho injure themselves while doing acrobatics and can no longer do anymore strenuous acrobatics :(
Taec and Junsu were never good at it..
The spot in the middle from the Heartbeat promotional photo (picture 2) was left empty. It is to express that someone needs to fill it up. And guess who. (ans in picture 1)
Man, i'm gonna rewatch some 2pm videos... FEEL SO JAE BEOM DEPRIVED. I kinda finish watching every single video that has Jay in it on youtube. Shucks :/
My brother wants to order T-ara album from internet... but i can't buy 2pm album! AHH... boycott. Cannot let JYP that effing asshole get his way! Anyway, there will be a special perf for Jay tonight on MAMA! :D:D must come home to watch!
After so long.. my mom asked me about you again. Well, that's weird.